Today I was browsing the web and came upon the site below. I read the post and it resonates with me. Some of the things that I have been trying to describe is in the shared post below. I woke up early this morning and the alignment to the Galactic Center that occurred on 12-21-12 was heavily on my mind. I felt so inspired and the Father led me to a Facebook page called Healing In His Wings and I read a couple of posts and I started to write some things down. I was meditating on what I was actually doing that day. The truth is I was going to see if I was pregnant. Since my awakening on 7/2/12 I experienced alot of things and I gave birth to a child in the spirit. I thought that I was pregnant in real life but after much meditation I was conceived with the Holy Spirit. The child I gave birth to was a spiritual being. It’s like my child was born in heaven. I held on to this for 5 months trying to conceive a baby but I never got pregnant. I didn’t understand and my heart was broken because I really wanted a child at that time in my life. I even had a name for him and his name was Joshua. I even bought a baby outfit and it had a lion on it. I have searched all over to understand what the Father was telling me and showing me.
On 12-21-12, I went to the doctor to see if I was pregnant because I was feeling alot of different symptoms but something happened where I couldn’t see the doctor that day. So I left the doctor and at that moment I gave up on believing that I was going to have a child. I let it go and moved on but it was still in my heart. I wondered what did I give birth to. I knew it was something and the vision felt so real. I thought I was going crazy. But the Father/Mother showed me that I wasn’t crazy. I was previously told through messages that my children would be born in heaven and I just couldn’t understand the messages but yesterday I realized that I was conceived with the Holy Spirit and I gave birth to Christ Consciousness. This may seem beyond this world but it seemed like I gave birth to an angel. I always say all things are possible and I just have to believe the information that I am receiving from heaven. It makes me smile to know that I am a Heavenly Mother. It gives me hope and I feel loved. I had a vision where I saw an image of light beings, it was the perfect family. The Mother, Father and the Child and I have always desired the perfect family. The Father told me that I can have what my heart desires and the only thing I desire is LOVE! So it is Pure LOVE that he is sending me and I am loving it.
I bath myself in this LOVE everyday! My heart is connected to the Creator and I desire LOVE for all beings in the Universe. It is love from my heart that I send to you to the entire earth. Not having much knowledge on the crystalline grid, I came across it before but I envisioned me creating a crystal grid around the plane and I saw rainbow colors reflecting from the grid. I asked that my love energy descend upon the planet. I imagined hearts falling to the earth and my love being deposited inside everyone. I want the love seeds to activate within everyone. I want love to return to hearts of humanity. I just want a perfect world. I even imagined that once enough souls are awakened or perfected the pyramids, ancient structures and leylines would activate and a portal would open in heaven. I think the key is Love and this is what opens the door to heaven! This is what’s needed to return back to our original state in the Garden of Eden. A clean heart is needed! You know what… I don’t even know much about the leylines but I have heard of them. I feel like once everything is activated a burst of love energy will transform this planet and the people who live on the earth will be transfigured. I imagine this to be the rapture or the mass ascension. I can see rainbow ships helping with the ascension. These are just my thoughts. All I do is meditate on LOVE! I hope you are blessed with this message.
Psalms 51:10 states, “Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me.”
Matthew 5:8 states, “Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God.”
Matthew 1:18 states, “This is how Jesus the Messiah was born. His mother, Mary, was engaged to be married to Joseph. But before the marriage took place, while she was still a virgin, she became pregnant through the power of the Holy Spirit.”
Written by Athaleyah (Goddess of Love and Light) 333