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144,000 Advanced souls: Have we all awakened!

Greeting my dear love ones! Light workers we are all interconnected to the Source. I came across a post which I thought was very interesting and I would like to share it. The link is below! https://consciousreminder.com/2017/12/23/10-characteristics-one-144000-prophesized-lightworkers-save-world/

There are so many people that are awakening at this time and so much information is coming forth. People are tapping into their higher selves and they are receiving information from the high councils and they are being reminded of who they are and what there mission is. I resonate with most of the article because I experienced a lot of things during my own awakening which led to the 144,000. I felt like I was an angel during my awakening and I was here to save the world. One thing that I resonate with most from the article is this.

According to spiritual teachers and psychics, the cellular memories of the 144,000 were programmed, timed, and triggered to “go off” at this time and awaken them to their true identity, mission, and purpose for incarnating on earth at this most crucial time in earth’s history.

Well that actually happened to me. I was definitely programmed and I was triggered at the appointed time. We are living in a great time! There is so much knowledge that is being exchanged from light workers. The downloads keep coming and I’m glad people are awake and aligned with the Source to receive the incoming messages that are coming in from higher dimensional beings. Let’s all continue to work together in peace and love so we can get the job done. So many advanced souls are here on the earth and we are raising the vibrations on the planet. All that you contribute is greatly appreciated at this time. Spread love and be the light in the world. The change starts with you. If you feel like you are part of the 144,000 most likely you are. Go within and you will see all that you need to see. Look within your heart and you will see the truth. You are a light being and if you haven’t awakened your time will arrive at the appointed time.

Written by Goddess of Love and Light 333

Nibiru Will Cause Yellowstone To Erupt

I have a feeling that Nibiru is going to cause Yellowstone to erupt. Nibiru is getting closer to the earth which means disaster after disaster is coming. All I can say is prepare if you live near the danger zones. There is an appointed time for everything and the Most High controls all heavenly bodies. When the Most High says it’s time then it will happen regardless of what people say, think or believe.
The Most High has given me two dreams regarding a volcano eruption and when this happens there will not be enough time for people to evacuate. Nobody knows the time when Nibiru will arrive but the Most High knows all things. When it does get closer to the earth it will shake the earth and it will cause many disasters. There will be plagues that will be sent on the earth. This is a warning so please seek the Most High. I have also seen a meteor hit the earth, a big earthquake, a terrible hailstorm, and floods in my dreams. Surely the Most High is sending a message. During my 40 day fast last year the Most High gave me a dream on the 1st night of the fast and he allowed me to build an ARK in my dream so I have had many confirmations from the Lord that we are truly living in the last days. I am only fulfilling my mission. When the Most High gives me a message in a dream or a vision I share the message. I must be obedient! Shalom.
Amos 3:7 states, “Surely the Lord God will do nothing, but he revealeth his secret unto his servants the prophets.”
Written by Sister Carter (Athaleyah)

Nibiru: The Destroyer is Returning! Part 3


Shalom Brothers and Sisters. Knowledge is increasing in these last days and those who seek wisdom shall find wisdom. Please check out my posts called Angel Message, “Come out of Babylon!” Part 1Angel Message: Come out of Babylon Part 2Angel Message: Come out of Babylon Part 3, and Nibiru: The Sign of the Son of Man! and watch my videos called The End is Near The End is Near Part 2The End is Near Part 3Underground Bunkers: The Throne of Yah (God) is comingThe Cup of God’s wrath: The Chariots are Coming

Many people don’t believe that the trumpets are blowing right now but I believe they are blowing simultaneously because we are seeing many signs in the heavens and on the earth. The wise will understand and prepare for the Day of the Lord.  The earth is experiencing a lot of things right now and it’s just the beginning. As the chariot of Fire gets closer to the earth the plagues will increase on the earth and there will be more disasters throughout the land. The same plagues that have been happening all over the earth are the same plagues that happened during the plagues in Egypt. The ancients have shared their stories of when the Destroyer passed over their land. We know from our bible that it was the God of Israel that brought terror upon the ancient Egyptians and it will be the God of Israel again who destroys the whole earth in the end. There is nothing new under the Sun and I have to always repeat this so that people can understand.

There is going to come a time when the earth will be in total darkness and fear will come upon people because of the things that they will see. The God of Israel don’t play no games and it’s time for people to repent of the evil and prepare for the coming of the Lord. Yahshua is coming to renew the earth and he will cleanse the earth by fire. Right now we are seeing rivers and lakes turning red, lakes disappearing overnight, bleeding trees, trees burning, volcanoes erupting, mountains moving, the animals dying in the sea, the waters poisoned like wormwood, blood moons, solar eruptions, comets and asteroids flying by the earth, wickedness increasing on the earth, earthquakes, floods, massive hail storms, intense lightnings and thundering, trumpets sounds heard all over the world, strange cloud formations, colorful skies at sunset, more activity at Yellowstone etc.

There are too many things to name right now and I’m sure you have heard about some of these things. There are sightings of UFO’s or chariots of the Most High all over the earth, and rumors of wars.  Too much is going on right now and it’s just the beginning. These are all warnings and the Most High is giving everyone a chance to repent and turn back to him before he releases his wrath. You don’t want to be caught up in his Fire because it’s going to be terrible and frightening when he descends on the earth. Many people keep denying the messiah but when he returns on his chariot don’t be screaming save me Yahshua because he is going to deny you to the Father on that day and say he does not know you. Yahshua is our Lord and Savior and our Father is our Deliverer. He delivered the children of Israel from the land of Egypt and he will gather us from the 4 corners of the Earth in the end before the Earth is destroyed completely by fire. Until his return he will keep us safe from any and all plagues that come upon our dwelling place, he will surely Passover his children that are sealed with the blood of Yahshua. Are you sealed? The Father sent his son so that we can receive salvation and inherit New Jerusalem yet some of the children of Israel don’t want to receive his salvation. It’s going to be a sad day for unbelievers and all other nations who have done wickedly.

There is a 400 year prophecy for the children of Israel and we have been scattered out over the whole world. When that prophecy is fulfilled we will be delivered. The children of Israel are here in America and it’s just like Egypt. There was a 430 year prophecy when the children of Israel were in Egypt. When it reached the 430th year, on the 15th day of the 1st month, the Feast of Unleavened Bread, the Most High delivered them out of Egypt the same day. The same shall happen on the Day of the Lord, the Father has set appointed times during his Feast days and the Day of the Lord will most likely fall on one of his feast days that’s why it is important that you observe, remember, and celebrate his Holy Days and Sabbaths. There is a pattern in the scriptures and you must seek the Most High about his appointed times. Remember the Holy Spirit is here to reveal all truth and mysteries to those who seek. Knock and the door will be opened, ask and you shall receive. Be ready and keep oil in your lamps so that Yahshua doesn’t come like a thief in the night.

Please come out of Babylon and prepare yourselves spiritually. You can’t run or flee from the Most High because the Destroyer will hit the whole earth. The only person that can save you is the Most High if you have received salvation. If you want more wisdom read what happened during the ancient days.

Kolbrin CHAPTER 6

The dark days began with the last visitation of The Destroyer and they were foretold by strange omens in the skies. All men were silent and went about with pale faces.

The leaders of the slaves which had built a city to the glory of Thom stirred up unrest, and no man raised his arm against them. They foretold great events of which the people were ignorant and of which the temple seers were not informed.
These were days of ominous calm, when the people waited for they knew not what.
The presence of an unseen doom was felt, the hearts of men were stricken. Laughter was heard no more and grief and wailing sounded throughout the land. Even the voices of children were stilled and they did not play together, but stood silent. The slaves became bold and insolent and women were the possession of any man. Fear walked the land and women became barren with terror, they could not conceive, and those with child aborted. All men closed up within themselves.The days of stillness were followed by a time when the noise of trumpeting and shrilling was heard in the Heavens, and the people became as frightened beasts without a herdsman, as asses when lions prowl without their fold. The people spoke of the God of the slaves, and reckless men said. “If we knew where this God were to be found, we would sacrifice to him”. But the God of the slaves was not among them. He was not to be found within the swamplands or in the brickpits. His manifestation was in the Heavens for all men to see, but they did not see with understanding. Nor would any God listen, for all were dumb because of the hypocrisy of men. The dead were no longer sacred and were thrown into the waters. Those already entombed were neglected and many became exposed. They lay unprotected against the hands of thieves. He who once toiled long in the sun, bearing the yoke himself, now possessed oxen. He who grew no grain now owned a storehouse full. He who once dwelt at ease among his children now thirsted for water. He who once sat in the sun with crumbs and dregs was now bloated with food, he reclined in the shade, his bowls overflowing.Cattle were left unattended to roam into strange pastures, and men ignored their marks and slew the beasts of their neighbours. No man owned anything.

The public records were cast forth and destroyed, and no man knew who were slaves and who were masters. The people cried out to the Pharaoh in their distress, but he stopped his ears and acted like a deaf man.There were those who spoke falsely before Pharaoh and had Gods hostile towards the land, therefore the people cried out for their blood to appease it. But it was not these strange priests who put strife in the land instead of peace, for one was even of the household of Pharaoh and walked among the people unhampered. Dust and smoke clouds darkened the sky and coloured the waters upon which they fell with a bloody hue. Plague was throughout the land, the river was bloody and blood was everywhere. The water was vile and men’s stomachs shrank from drinking. Those who did drink from the river vomited it up, for it was polluted. The dust tore wounds in the skin of man and beast. In the glow of The Destroyer the Earth was filled with redness. Vermin bred and filled the air and face of the Earth with loathsomeness. Wild beasts, afflicted with torments under the lashing sand and ashes, came out of their lairs in the wastelands and caveplaces and stalked the abodes of men. All the tame beasts whimpered and the land was filled with the cries of sheep and moans of cattle. Trees, throughout the land, were destroyed and no herb or fruit was to be found. The face of the land was battered and devastated by a hail of stones which smashed down all that stood in the path of the torrent. They swept down in hot showers, and strange flowing fire ran along the ground in their wake. The fish of the river died in the polluted waters; worms, insects and reptiles sprang up from the Earth in huge numbers. Great gusts of wind brought swarms of locusts which covered the sky. As the Destroyer flung itself through the Heavens, it blew great gusts of cinders across the face of the land. The gloom of a long night spread a dark mantle of blackness which extinguished every ray of light. None knew when it was day and when it was night, for the sun cast no shadow. The darkness was not the clean blackness of night, but a thick darkness in which the breath of men was stopped in their throats. Men gasped in a hot cloud of vapour which enveloped all the land and snuffed out all lamps and fires. Men were benumbed and lay moaning in their beds. None spoke to another or took food, for they were overwhelmed with despair. Ships were sucked away from their moorings and destroyed in great whirlpools. It was a time of undoing. The Earth turned over, as clay spun upon a potter’s wheel. The whole land was filled with uproar from the thunder of The Destroyer overhead and the cry of the people. There as the sound of moaning and lamentation on every side. The Earth spewed up its dead, corpses were cast up out of their resting places and the embalmed were revealed to the sight of all men. Pregnant women miscarried and the seed of men was stopped. The craftsman left his task undone, the potter abandoned his wheel and the carpenter his tools, and they departed to dwell in the marshes. All crafts were neglected and the slaves lured the craftsmen away.

The dues of Pharaoh could not be collected, for there was neither wheat nor barley, goose nor fish. The rights of Pharaoh could not be enforced, for the fields of grain and the pastures were destroyed. The highborn and the lowly prayed together that life might come to an end and the turmoil and thundering cease to beat upon their ears. Terror was the companion of men by day and horror their companion by night. Men lost their senses and became mad, they were distracted by frightfulness. 
On the great night of The Destroyer’s wrath, when its terror was at its height, there was a hail of rocks and the Earth heaved as pain rent her bowels. Gates, columns and walls were consumed by fire and the statues of Gods were overthrown and broken. People fled outside their dwellings in fear and were slain by the hail. Those who took shelter from the hail were swallowed when the Earth split open. The habitations of men collapsed upon those inside and there was panic on every hand, but the slaves who lived in huts in the reedlands, at the place of pits, were spared. The land burnt like tinder, a man watched upon his rooftops and the Heavens hurled wrath upon him and he died.

The land writhed under the wrath of The Destroyer and groaned with the agony of Egypt. It shook itself and the temples and palaces of the nobles were thrown down from their foundations. The highborn ones perished in the midst of the ruins and all the strength of the land was stricken. Even the great one, the first born of Pharaoh, died with the highborn in the midst of the terror and falling stones. The children of princes were cast out into the streets and those who were not cast out died within their abodes.There were nine days of darkness and upheaval, while a tempest raged such as never had been known before. When it passed away brother buried brother throughout the land. Men rose up against those in authority and fled from the cities to dwell in tents in the outlands. Egypt lacked great men to deal with the times. The people were weak from fear and bestowed gold, silver, lapis lazuli, turquoise and copper upon the slaves, and to their priests they gave chalices, urns and ornaments. Pharaoh alone remained calm and strong in the midst of confusion. The people turned to wickedness in their weakness and despair. Harlots walked through the streets unashamed. Women paraded their limbs and flaunted their womanly charms. Highborn women were in rags and the virtuous were mocked.

The slaves spared by The Destroyer left the accursed land forthwith. Their multitude moved in the gloom of a half dawn, under a mantle of fine swirling grey ash, leaving the burnt fields and shattered cities behind them. Many Egyptians attached themselves to the host, for one who was great led them forth, a priest prince of the inner courtyard. Fire mounted up on high and its burning left with the enemies of Egypt. It rose up from the ground as a fountain and hung as a curtain in the sky. In seven days, by Remwar the accursed ones journeyed to the waters. They crossed the heaving wilderness while the hills melted around them; above, the skies were torn with lightning. They were sped by terror, but their feet became entangled in the land and the wilderness shut them in. They knew not the way, for no sign was constant before them.

They turned before Noshari and stopped at Shokoth, the place of quarries. They passed the waters of Maha and came by the valley of Pikaroth, northward of Mara. They came up against the waters which blocked their way and their hearts were in despair. The night was a night of fear and dread, for there was a high moaning above and black winds from the underworld were loosed, and fire sprang up from the ground. The hearts of the slaves shrank within them, for they knew the wrath of Pharaoh followed them and that there was no way of escape. They hurled abuse on those who led them, strange rites were performed along the shore that night. The slaves disputed among themselves and there was violence. Pharaoh had gathered his army and followed the slaves. After he departed there were riots and disorders behind him, for the cities were plundered. The laws were cast out of the judgment halls and trampled underfoot in the streets. The storehouses and granaries were burst open and robbed. Roads were flooded and none could pass along them. People lay dead on every side. The palace was split and the princes and officials fled, so that none was left with authority to command. The lists of numbers were destroyed, public places were overthrown and households became confused and unknown.

Pharaoh pressed on in sorrow, for behind him all was desolation and death. Before him were things he could not understand and he was afraid, but he carried himself well and stood before his host with courage. He sought to bring back the slaves, for the people said their magic was greater than the magic of Egypt.The host of Pharaoh came upon the slaves by the saltwater shores, but was held back from them by a breath of fire. A great cloud was spread over the hosts and darkened the sky. None could see, except for the fiery glow and the unceasing lightnings which rent the covering cloud overhead. A whirlwind arose in the East and swept over the encamped hosts. A gale raged all night and in the red twilit dawn there was a movement of the Earth, the waters receded from the seashore and were rolled back on themselves. There was a strange silence and men, in the gloom, it was seen that the waters had parted, leaving a passage between. The land had risen, but it was disturbed and trembled, the way was not straight or clear. The waters about were as if spun within a bowl, the swampland alone remained undisturbed. From the horn of The Destroyer came a high shrilling noise which stopped the ears of men.

The slaves had been making sacrifices in despair, their lamentations were loud. Now, before the strange sight, there was hesitation and doubt; for the space of a breath they stood still and silent. Then all was confusion and shouting, some pressing forward into the waters against all who sought to flee back from the unstable ground. Then, in exaltation, their leader led them into the midst of the waters through the confusion. Yet many sought to turn back into the host behind them, while others fled along the empty shores. All became still over the sea and upon the shore, but behind, the Earth shook and boulders split with a great noise. The wrath of Heaven was removed to a distance and stood upwards of the two hosts. Still the host of Pharaoh held its ranks, firm in resolve before the strange and awful happenings, and undaunted by the fury which raged by their side. Stern faces were lit darkly by the fiery curtain. Then the fury departed and there was silence, stillness spread over the land while the host of Pharaoh stood without movement in the red glow. Then, with a shout, the captains went forward and the host rose up behind them. The curtain of fire had rolled up into a dark billowing cloud which spread out as a canopy. There was a stirring of the waters, but they followed the evildoers past the place of the great whirlpool.

The passage was confused in the midst of the waters and the ground beneath unstable. Here, in the midst of a tumult of waters, Pharaoh fought against the hindmost of the slaves and prevailed over them, and there was a great slaughter amid the sand, the swamp and the water. The slaves cried out in despair, but their cries were unheeded. Their possessions were scattered behind them as they fled, so that the way was easier for them than for those who followed.

Then the stillness was broken by a mighty roar and through the rolling pillars of cloud the wrath of The Destroyer descended upon the hosts. The Heavens roared as with a thousand thunders, the bowels of the Earth were sundered and Earth shrieked its agony. The cliffs were torn away and cast down. The dry ground fell beneath the waters and great waves broke upon the shore, sweeping in rocks from seaward.The great surge of rocks and waters overwhelmed the chariots of the Egyptians who went before the footmen. The chariot of the Pharaoh was hurled into the air as if by a mighty hand and was crushed in the midst of the rolling waters.

Tidings of the disaster came back by Rageb, son of Thomat, who hastened on ahead of the terrified survivors because of his burning. He brought reports unto the people that the host had been destroyed by blast and deluge. The captains had gone, the strong men had fallen and none remained to command. Therefore, the people revolted because of the calamities which had befallen them. Cowards slunk from their lairs and came forth boldly to assume the high offices of the dead. Comely and noble women, their protectors gone, were their prey. Of the slaves the greater number had perished before the host of Pharaoh.

The broken land lay helpless and invaders came out of the gloom like carrion. A strange people came up against Egypt and none stood to fight, for strength and courage were gone. The invaders, led by Alkenan, came up out of the Land of Gods, because of the wrath of Heaven which had laid their land waste. There, too, had been a plague of reptiles and ants, signs and omens and an earthquake. There, also, had been turmoil and disaster, disorder and famine, with the grey breath of The Destroyer sweeping the ground and stopping the breath of men.

Anturah gathered together the remnants of his fighting men and the fighting men who were left in Egypt, and set forth to meet the Children of Darkness who came out of the eastern mountains by way of the wilderness and by way of Yethnobis. They fell upon the stricken land from behind the grey cloud, before the lifting of the darkness and before the coming of the purifying winds. Rageb went with Pharaoh and met the invaders at Herosher, but the hearts of the Egyptians were faint within them. Their spirits were no longer strong and they fell away before the battle was lost. Deserted by the Gods above and below, their dwellings destroyed, their households scattered, they were as men already half dead. Their hearts were still filled with terror and with the memory of the wrath which had struck them from out of Heaven. They were still filled with the memory of the fearsome sight of The Destroyer and they knew not what they did. Pharaoh did not return to his city. He lost his heritage and was seized by a demon for many days. His women were polluted and his estates plundered. The Children of Darkness defiled the temples with rams and ravished women who were crazed and did not resist. They enslaved all who were left, the old, young men and boys. They oppressed the people and their delight was in mutilation and torture. Pharaoh abandoned his hopes and fled into the wilderness beyond the province of the lake, which is in the West towards the South. He lived a goodly life among the sand wanderers and wrote books.Good times came again, even under the invaders, and ships sailed upstream. The air was purified, the breath of The Destroyer passed away and the land became filled again with growing things. Life was renewed throughout the whole land. Kair taught these things to the Children of Light in the days of darkness, after the building of the Rambudeth, before the death of the Pharaoh Anked.

This is written in this land and in our tongue by Leweddar who, himself, chose it for saving. It was not seen until the latter days.

 Written by Sister Carter (AthaleYah)


Soul Purpose: Hearken to the voice of the Spirit


Soul Purpose: Hearken to the voice of the Spirit

Shalom Brother and Sisters! I want to share more details of my testimonies which include real experiences while being caught up in the spirit. In many of my posts I have revealed and interpreted dreams, visions, and different events that have occurred in my life. It’s hard to describe but when I am in deep thought/meditation I feel like I am connected to the Holy Spirit in many ways and many mysteries and revelations are constantly downloaded in my mind. Upon awakening out of my sleep I hear myself talking like I’m reading a book or something. The voice that I hear sounds like my voice but it seems like it’s coming from an angel who is the keeper of knowledge and wisdom. It’s like my mind is connected to the source. I don’t understand it all but it is really amazing when this happens. It’s like I’m being taught in the spirit while I’m sleeping. I desire wisdom so my sole purpose is to grow spiritually daily. I am constantly seeking the mysteries of heaven. I desire to get deeper into the Word because in the Word I hear my Father calling out to me and I follow his voice. When I seek my Father with all of my heart he opens up heaven’s gate and sens blessings my way and he grants me wisdom.  In the appointed times I am led to share mysteries within myself which sometimes reveals mysteries of heaven. I remain humble knowing that I am a daughter of Yah (God). I simply want to be obedient to my Father even if I don’t understand everything he has given me but I continue to ask questions and I patiently wait for a response. I am told constantly in the spirit to lean not on your own understanding. I am only the messenger and I bring forth what my Father gives me in the spirit so come and explore my world and enter into my mind that is connected to the source.

One day I was outside smelling the fresh air and I saw a dragonfly flying near me. Immediately I closed my eyes and I saw myself in heaven. My home was on the beach and I was on the balcony looking at the waves in the ocean.  My home was overlooking the ocean and it was all that I had imagined. Suddenly I had the feeling to prepare myself. This was the beginning of my mission and I had to get myself clean because I knew in the spirit that Yahshua was soon coming to get his Bride. I lifted up my voice and said, “The Lord is my God.” I repeated this several times as I was making a call to my love in the spirit. I then saw myself as an invisible spirit near my love’s ears and I was trying to get him to hearken to me.  Afterwards I stepped out of the waters; clean and purified. I looked around and in the spirit I was told that I must keep my robe white and spotless. My mind was connected to the spirit and I had heard what the spirit hath said. I willingly obeyed the spirit and I was being led by the spirit. I was told, “Don’t be distracted” as if this was the appointed time to hearken to my Father’s commandment. Would I be obedient? The Father tested me and immediately my phone started ringing. I ignored the call. Then my phone started to ring multiple times back to back. I still ignored the calls. I had to listen to what the Spirit had said. I was officially sent on my divine mission and I was following instructions. I was completely under the control of the Holy Spirit (My Heavenly Mother).

It has been revealed that she was my guide. She has always been my guide when I was living in darkness for she had comforted me when I was in distress during trials and tribulations in my life. The Holy Spirit purged sin out of my life and provided light during the darkest stages in my life. I kept faith as she has always had faith from the very beginning. I begin to sing praises to the Most High and worship him in my home. I danced around and I felt so much joy in my soul. I was in the process of being restored. I called upon my savior and he was about to deliver my soul out of chaos and darkness. I had repented over and over again and I so desired to be let free from the cage/prison that I was in. I wanted to be set free from the chains of bondage which was the bondage of sin. My Father has heard my prayers and have heard my cries during my days of living in darkness. While I was in darkness I didn’t know how I would get away from Satan. He held me as a prisoner and I didn’t want to sin. He tried to take my power from me but he didn’t know that I would gain my power back at the appointed time. For it was my Father’s will that I would descend down to the lower realms of consciousness which would be a path of darkness and chaos. Satan waited for me and planned to attack me as soon as I was born in this world and at the appointed time I made a choice and due to that choice I became self-willed and unleashed a serpent power that enmanated from my mind and that same serpent power trapped me because I hearkened to that power but I was ignorant. I needed to be taught and I needed to be disciplined.

As I grew up I continued to get stinged, like a sting of a scorpion, constantly being tormented due to the bad choices that I continued to make. I was in pain and I was longing to be delivered from this pain. I didn’t see the end result of all of this suffering but my Father did. He knew in advance that I would be made perfect and complete in the end but first I would have to suffer in pain waiting to be delivered. I had to learn many lessons as his child. He tested my faith and he taught me to hearken to his voice. He taught me the difference between obedience and disobedience. His plan in me would bring forth a transformation from imperfection to perfection. I used to dwell in the darkness but now I dwell in the light. I never wanted to dwell in the dark but it was destined for my life because my Father had a plan for me. There are 2 forces that exists and these 2 forces battle with each other which is good and evil.

*Which one do you chose to give power to? Be careful on the choice you make because it will manifest in your life.

But the Most High knew that I would be transformed into a spiritual light being in Time. I was transformed in his appointed time and that’s the key to it all. The mystery is the Father’s time. During a particular time in my life Yahshua came in the spirit and I saw him through someone that I had loved with all my heart. This person walked out of the door but before he walked out he looked back at me with a certain look on his face and I still reflect on it till this day. Before he had walked out I had made a decision to let him go because I felt in the spirit My Father was about to do something in my life.  I have searched deep within to understand why this person came into my life and why he was removed from my life. I loved him so much that I had to find out the meaning of his name. It was later revealed that his name means “The Lord is my God.” So many things were being revealed to me in the spirit and my focus was on getting to know Yahshua and the Father better. By seeking them both I would know the meaning of true love. During the midst of my transformation I was waiting for the person that I was dating to return to me but it was revealed that is was Yahshua that I was waiting for. I was preparing myself like a Bride. I knew it was a sign that Yahshua would soon return because he confirmed it in a dream that I had and when I saw him I was so happy because we were reuniting again and Yahshua told me that he would come and get me tomorrow. I have been waiting patiently for Yahshua to return to me ever since that dream. He gave me hope and I continue to have faith in what he told me. I love him very much and I want to share more things with you.

I was once the unfaithful wife who had committed adultery. Before I got married I had always desired true love. When I was old enough to be in a relationship I wanted love to be the foundation of my relationship even though I didn’t have a full understanding about love. I knew that love was good so I desired it naturally. I felt like my love was always pure and I was seeking the same pure love. True love is what I have seeked from the very beginning. I always wanted to love and receive the same love back. At times in my relationships I felt like I was giving 100% of me when others were giving less of them to me. I had loved so hard to the point that I couldn’t discern what true love was anymore. I was accepting things that I shouldn’t have accepted and believing lies. My love was taken for granted and I experienced so much heartache after my first boyfriend had been unfaithful to me. I couldn’t understand why but I had a forgiving heart until it continued to happen over and over again. I became furious and wrathful and later became revengeful due to unfaithfulness. I was young and foolish and I didn’t know how to deal with the pain that I was feeling. As I got older I became more gullible. I was also abused physically and emotionally which I picked up bad habits and became a violet and nonchalant person; no longer being considerate of other people’s feelings.

So much was coming upon me and I didn’t understand why. I was blind and I was asleep. It’s like I was turning into an evil beast because I was always angry and doing evil things. I had no self-control. When I became angry I sinned more. Please read my post called Battling Demons: My Testimony which goes into details of my deliverance. I experienced homosexuality and indulged in the works of the flesh and I suffered great pain in my body. I ate the fruits off of the tree of knowledge of good and evil. I have experienced both good and evil in my life and now I know the difference from good and evil. I became a broken woman and my heart was broken into so many pieces. My faith became shattered when I was in this dark state. While growing up I never experienced the love from my Father because he wasn’t in my life but I was and am blessed to have a very strong mother who is the best mother of all. My mother loved me through it all even when I was rebellious. She was the one who comforted me when I was in darkness. She was the one who uplifted me in prayer and she continued to pray for me. She has always been there for me and she came to rescue me when I needed her the most. I remember when I was a child and I always use to cling to her. I learned many things from my mother and she also disciplined me. I remember a time when I was disobedient and she kicked me out of the house. I then traveled far away from home. I started to miss being home so I begged to come back. She told me that I had to be obedient and follow her rules. I told her that I would but my heart still wasn’t right.

When I returned back home I was still disobedient. I wanted to do what I wanted to do. Ignorantly I unleashed the self-willed serpent power. I gave birth to this evil power and it began to control my life.  I became sneaky and cunning in all my ways. I learned evil and I began to live in the dark and Satan became my ruler. I set him up in my temple (body) and I was worshipping self. Satan is against the will of the Most High and Satan is self-willed and self-centered. He only wants his way. It’s like I had created a false god. By choosing to follow self I was placing myself above the Most High. As time went on deep down inside I still desired real love. I was still confused but I was trying to find my way. I decided to get married at the age of 20 and at this time I thought everything was going to be better. So when I got married things started to get out of control and things didn’t go as I had planned. We were having problems and we didn’t know how to deal with them. We went to church but we didn’t truly live the Word and understand the Word. Later I became the adulterous wife. My heart was broken by my husband and I had thoughts about someone else and I thought since he was unfaithful I would be unfaithful too. Later I tried to fix our marriage by offering to go to counseling but he rejected and we continued to be separated until we divorced. I cried many times and I poured out my heart to the Most High but it seem like my prayers were never answered. I was miserable and I continued to suffer great pain. I felt ashamed and I officially knew what it felt like to be rejected and it was a horrible feeling.

My husband rejected me so nothing else mattered after that. Everything was going wrong and I tried to fix things on my own and things got worse. I started to give up after a year and had little faith and that’s when I went further down the wrong path. I entered into the realms of darkness and I was in the center/heart of hell. My words were always, “This is how I feel.” Jeremiah 17:9 states, “The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it?” The more I indulged in sin the deeper the pit expanded in hell and that is why it is called the bottomless pit. Just to let you know hell is still expanding due to the sins of the world. But I started to become selfish and I started to do my own will.  I became self-willed. I went away from the light because I didn’t know how to endure the pain.

While being in deep thought I saw that the serpent’s power was rising up and it turned against me. It wanted to dominate my life. I went into a deeper darkness and I dwelt in the bottomless pit. I lived in chaos and it was scary and terrifying. As soon as I entered this dark place the demons followed me and they attacked me. It’s like they were waiting for me at the gates of hades. They took me and chained me up in a cage/prison for many years. I then saw a light shining after many years and I desired to be in that light. I then surrendered to God. As soon as I was sincere about making a change in my life Yahshua came into hades with the keys to set me free. Revelation 1:18 states, “I am he that liveth, and was dead; and, behold, I am alive for evermore, Amen; and have the keys of hell and of death.” John 8:36 states, “If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed.” He removed the chains from me and I am no longer a slave to sin. He help me to defeat my enemy. I was beaten and bruised and I fell down but my Father and Yahshua helped me back up because they are my strength. When I was weak Yahshua was my strength and he is still my strength and that’s why I trust in him and he is guarding my heart.

It’s like he is my other half and he has been my husband this whole time. He has been here through thick and thin and now I know he will never leave me nor forsake me. I entered into a covenant with him at the age of 14 on January 1, 1999 and I asked him to come into my life and I got saved but I had no idea what it truly meant to be saved until now. At the age of 14 I had no idea of the trials and tribulations that I would go through. I was 27 years old when I surrendered to God and it was 13 years that I had experienced being in the dark. I experience so many things during that time period and he has changed my life forever. When I fully trusted him he took my hand and he led me through the valley of the shadow of death. He taught me to fear no evil and he told me to keep my eyes on him always so I did and I still am. As I walked towards the light I felt the dark energy from the demons that surrounded me, and I knew they hated me because they couldn’t fulfill their evil desires through me anymore.  I continued to walk with Yahshua to the gates and I was free indeed. I was on my way to a new beginning. I experienced a 7 day period of cleansing and purification and on the last day I was revived and he raised me up. I plunged through the fire (sun) and I survived like the Comet LoveJoy. I was and am alive. I got a new set of wings now and this is my new beginning and it has been 3 years and I am loving my spiritual walk. During this journey I had to learn how to hearken unto my Heavenly Father’s voice and learn how to reject and ignore the serpent’s voice that is the self-willed power within my mind. I now have self- control and I have learned the fruits of the spirit. I am aware and I am knowledgeable about the works of the flesh. I now can test the spirit and use discernment and I know how to use my power within for good and not for evil. I don’t want to go back into darkness ever again.  I’m no longer ignorant anymore and when I need to know something I will ask my Heavenly Father. I will seek his approval at all times and I will continue to follow his will and with that said I have gained true wisdom.

My whole life I was seeking for true love when true love was up above in my Heavenly Father. I’m so thankful that My Father sent his Son to be the perfect example of Love. Through Yahshua I found true love and I have been reunited with my Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit (Heavenly Mother). Heaven is my original dwelling place and I am so glad that I have found my way back home. I know that obedience is required to go back home to the heavenly kingdom and I am making sure that I am being obedient. The Holy Spirit has guided me back home and she has also taught me the knowledge of good and evil. I desire wisdom and all those who hate wisdom loves death. Now I know more about my soul purpose and in the beginning of time when I came forth I desired to know wisdom and obtain knowledge. It didn’t happen the way that I thought but I have been learning that it was the Father’s will and he allowed everything to happen in his timing. I am now understanding the plan that he has for my life. I wanted so badly for my ex-husband to forgive me and accept me back when my true husband (Yahshua) forgave me and accepted me back and this has brought me so much joy in my life because I no longer feel rejected. I feel loved and he is the one who is now protecting my heart. He is hiding me under his wings and I feel safe. I wanted to be saved and he saved me. I cried out for help and he rescued me. I repented of my sins and he forgave me. I wanted life and he gave me life. He has given me hope and my faith has returned. Now I know that I must endure and remain patient and faithful through all trials and tribulations that may come my way because I know for a fact that My Father is here with me. I have the armies of heaven on my side and it’s amazing to know that I am truly loved. I was unfaithful and now I have become faithful. I know to keep my Father first and to not put trust in man. Yahshua will return to pick up his Bride at the command of my Father. Please prepare yourselves because the marriage will soon take place and the door will open soon. We will be reunited with our heavenly family and we will be presented to our Heavenly Father and we will receive our rewards. Thank the Most High that he has restored the woman. Hallelujah!

Written by Sister Carter (Athaleyah)