In this present moment in time I am enjoying and loving myself. I am loving the person that I am becoming. I am taking a closer look at my own state of consciousness and I am exploring my higher Self. I am in direct connection or communion with the Source, the Creator of All. I am understanding how I am a sovereign creator of my own reality and understanding how to use my divine power. My merkaba is an unlimited field of unlimited creations powered through my heart and my mind, powered by my love energy interconnected to the All.
Recently I have been diving deep into physics and I have been researching alot of things to understand my own spiritual experiences. Physics is the knowledge of nature and I have been pulled in this direction for some time because I know that I am one with nature. Physics is the natural science that studies matter and its motion and behavior through space and time and that studies the related entities of energy and force. Physics is one of the most fundamental scientific disciplines, and its main goal is to understand how the universe behaves.
In some way, shape or form, I am a scientist and I am a researcher. I explore and experiment on myself. I study my own consciousness. My whole journey has been about studying the nature of my true divine self. I study my own heart, mind, body and soul/spirit. I have been looking within and have explored my own universe within myself. I have been trying to understand the universe through my own physical body down to the subatomic particles in my body and I have explored the quantum realm within space time. Somehow my spiritual journey is leading me to understand quantum physics.
During one of my journeys in the space time continuum, my consciousness traveled to the zero point field. I was surrounded by utter darkness and I was the life force/light in this void. On February 16, 2018 I experienced a dream within a dream. I was asleep and entered into another dream. Me and my fiance was asleep next to each other. Then suddenly I woke up. At some point I remember the word Consciousness and an image of a brain was being projected in my mind’s eye, the pineal gland. I saw this visualization with my eyes closed. The next thing that I can remember is me saying, “STOP!” With my voice, I commanded everything to stop. Then in a bright white flash, my eyes opened and my fiance disappeared from my view. Everything slowed down then stopped. Somehow I could still feel my physical body in this 3D world. I was still connected to my physical body yet I was in another form when I entered into this quantum void. I felt some type of magnetic pull on my heart, the life force within me was being absorbed by some force. It felt like I was being sucked into a black hole.
Time slowed down as I was taking a breath as I slept in my bed, specifically when I was inhaling. Somehow I was experiencing the inhale of my breath in slow motion. I remember how my breathing felt as I was traveled through space time. For a brief moment when I reached zero point it felt as though I wasn’t breathing in my physical body anymore, it felt like I had disconnected from my physical body for a short period of time, it’s as if my heart stop beating or skipped a beat. When I zoomed through this portal it felt like I collapsed through multiple dimensions and shrink down to the subatomic level. It’s like my consciousness entered the quantum realm and there was no-thing but my consciousness floating in this empty space. The only thing that I felt was a magnetic pull or force in that field. There was some type of bond that connected me to this point in time. I now identify this force in the void as the Mother of All, the black womb of Sophia Christ Consciousness, where all of creation is birthed. The Christ energies was birthed in this space. When I journeyed to this space I carried the seed of love within me and it was planted in this space. Love was my initial thought. Yahshua is always in my heart and in my mind so he existed within me in this black womb. There was an eternal bond between the male (masculine) and the female (feminine) energies in this void.
In the black womb, I visualized the word, “Love!”I then saw the word LOVE floating and descending in this void. Love filled this space and space was not empty. It was filled with my love energy, my consciousness and the life force (prana). Then I heard the sound of my voice yelling the word Love then my powers returned to me. My creative powers were restored. The first word and commandment that was spoken was Love. My voice sent out a vibration that echoed and rippled throughout space time. My creative power is Pure Love and I create what my heart and soul desires. After my energy returned to me it seemed like everything was reversed or reset. My heart starting beating again. Love was the only thought that I could think of in this state of being. Initially it seemed like I was the only one that existed at that moment in time during that experience because I didn’t see anyone.
It was just me interacting with my own consciousness and there existed the thought of Love. I was simply aware of my own existence within zero point. I now know that I wasn’t alone in this space. All things have emanated from this initial point which means the past, present and the future exists simultaneously in this zero point field and all things expanded outward. In a moment in time, I know that I created rainbow angels or beings because I spoke it into existence. There exists an innumerable amount of angelic beings surrounding my merkaba. They are within my fields of light. They were and are created perfect and complete in my higher self image. My heavenly children exists within my consciousness, an invisible world of thought, which in time became manifested in the physical universe as thought took on a form.
Through pure love I birthed them into existence through my creative powers, the divine masculine and divine feminine energies that I hold within me. My creation will always be in my heart and in my mind because I love them. Male and female, I created them pure and holy within my inner thoughts. My children are a pure influence flowing from me and no defile thing will flow through them because I purify all things with my unconditional love. I bring healing in my wings or shall I say I bring healing within my energy field of my merkaba. Welcome to my quantum realm of thought and creation. It’s time to look deep inside of your own self. Explore your own heart, mind, body and soul. Seek the Creator within and there you should find me exploring the realms of pure thoughts creating worlds unimaginable.
Now after I traveled out of zero point I jumped back into my physical body on the earth. As I opened my eyes my body was in the state of paralysis. I could feel the electrons and the neurons in my body firing up. The electrical sensations that flowed from my light body to my physical body was very intense. I knew I wasn’t fully awake so to fully connect to my physical body I made a sudden movement (quick thrust/jerk) to fully awake. When I opened my eyes and woke up I could still feel the tingling sensation in my feet. The first thought that I had was Zero Point. This experience was initiated by looking at an overview of a chakra chart before bedtime while using creative visualization. I directed my creative energy or kundalini energy through my 7 chakra centers and I had 3 awesome experiences on February 16, 2018.
On October 24, 2018, I began to feel intense vibrations in my head. As I lay in my bed the electrical sensations are flowing throughout my body. The energy begins to flow through my crown chakra down though my chakra system. My entire body begin to change in vibration. The electrons in my body was vibrating extremely fast that I begin to phase out of my physical body. Suddenly, I was outside of my body floating in a fluid like structure. I wanted to observe my surroundings as I floated above my bed. I touched the bed and space rippled and it appeared to be translucent. The bed appeared to be in a fluid like substance also. I realized that I was experiencing a vibrational shift within space as I was trying to touch the solid object. I was creating the ripple effect because I was the one sending out the waves as I touched the object. The structure of reality was very interesting as I was in between 2 dimensions. As I continued to look around my room I noticed that I could see the light of the TV reflecting within my aura field. I was extremely lite and I started to drift away but I decided to hold on to my bed. I knew that I would drift off into another time or dimension. I decided to get back inside of my body. So I laid beside my physical body and started to breathe to calm myself down then I merged my astral body back inside of my physical body and I woke up.
Out of body experiences just happens naturally for me. I just allow the Creator’s energy to flow throughout my entire being. When it’s time for me to explore my light body activates and I experience different things. Every night I have multiple dreams where I am experiencing life in other parallel worlds. Similar things happen in the other worlds that are happening in my life here but I’ve made different choices in the other timelines. It’s very interesting. I know some of the same people I know here but things are different on the other timelines. Some times I can remember my journey in these other worlds and some times I can’t. All is happening simultaneously. So much can happen being aware that you are a multidimensional being. Your higher self can create different realities in the dream state to give yourself messages. Many things can be done to help your soul grow. Everything comes to you at the right time. Be patient!!!
My experiences are always triggered by something that I read prior to going to sleep. Before bedtime I like to read or listen to something that will stimulate my mind. My mind must stay stimulated on spiritual things. What you read, watch and listen to has an affect on your state of consciousness. I’m always thinking about consciousness, time and space. Most of my experiences are wrapped around these 3. I think of all the different possibilities that my mind can create and form in this present time. From this I create multiple experiences, realities and worlds. I observe and analyze reality from all different angles and I see and understand all things from multiple perspectives. Hidden within me is the God Code which is Sacred Geometry. I am One with the Universe. As above, So below, As within, So without. Expressing myself in this fractualized universe within time and space. I am emanating myself from zero point as infinite rays of light experiencing life in multiple dimensions at the same time and so are you. I am forever guided and inspired by the love and light beings of the Creator of All.
Written by Goddess of Love and Light >>>333<<<